onions & jade[ed]

"Guys are like onions.
So many layers - you peel, you peel, you peel...

Eventually you get to the middle & its just the core.

bare

useless.

Then you realize you've been crying the whole time.
just to get to this... the empty fucking core.

that's why I don't fall in love."

- J.Rye (the voice of reason?)

i failed economics.

& this week its starting to show...

dry.

some things change...

and some things stay the same.

im back & yes - things have changed.
but this time im still the same.
(i don't know if that's good or bad)

redbull.vodka.vodka.redbull.

... either way : LET'S F*CKING PARTY!

xo.

question mark[ed].

i haven't written yet

because

im still not sure

what


to say.


(but i do know what im supposed to say)


i always know what im supposed to say...

...

the borders of LOVE...

they say that love makes the world-go-round...

& we're all so concerned with the world coming to a stop. we drive hybrid cars, use canvas bags, energy efficient light bulbs.

but when it comes to love, when it comes to the true pulse of the world - why do we use so many restrictions. why do we let people restrict us?

money. emotions. fast cars. corporate jobs. what is your type?

im stuck at the border, with love ... & no way home.

is love enough?



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