I blame it ALL on this...

& i wouldn't have it any other way!

but i dropped out...!? for a reason.

"Don't kid yourself my girl, this IS highscool."
-Mr. Os


ugh.

he's allllwayss right.


(tell him i said that & die)

but im in LOVE! ... right?

this friday midnight i realized something:
it's entirely possible that I have no clue what love really is.

I just might be one of those people.
Let's call a spade a spade here for a minute - just one minute though...

Love is not a perpetual state of being ESPECIALLY when its supposedly with different people.


maybe i am simply perpetualove perpetuaLIKE.


or... maybe im conforming to the numbness of the concrete around me.



growing up or selling out?


a.

some things change...

and some things stay the same.

im back & yes - things have changed.
but this time im still the same.
(i don't know if that's good or bad)

redbull.vodka.vodka.redbull.

... either way : LET'S F*CKING PARTY!

xo.

question mark[ed].

i haven't written yet

because

im still not sure

what


to say.


(but i do know what im supposed to say)


i always know what im supposed to say...

...

the borders of LOVE...

they say that love makes the world-go-round...

& we're all so concerned with the world coming to a stop. we drive hybrid cars, use canvas bags, energy efficient light bulbs.

but when it comes to love, when it comes to the true pulse of the world - why do we use so many restrictions. why do we let people restrict us?

money. emotions. fast cars. corporate jobs. what is your type?

im stuck at the border, with love ... & no way home.

is love enough?



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