question mark[ed].

i haven't written yet

because

im still not sure

what


to say.


(but i do know what im supposed to say)


i always know what im supposed to say...

...

you will never be my hero.

its been hard for me to understand that & you to admit that. neither has happened yet.
but now my friend, now i am at the brink...



you will never be my hero & you will never mean as much to me as them.

you
break
i
broke

they cleaned up the mess.


[you were not born to run]

jaded

"you've got your mama's style but your yesterdays child to me.
you think that's where its at - but is that where it supposed to be?
... you're so jaded. but i'm the one that jaded you."

-steven tyler

photography, my ♥

photo cred: david waldman
some photographers are just so f*king brilliant. as far as art goes, to me anyways, what sets them apart is their ability to capture moments in the way they personally have interpreted the situation. & when they truely get someone & see something for what it is, thats crazy to me.


"how do people expect me to act normal - my whole life is completely surreal... ALL the time."
-moi

♥: creative snob?

[In•de•pen•dent: (adj.) Not having sold one's life, career, and creative works over to a corporation.]

short&sweet.

the musings of a muse...

What if we stopped counting?...
counting friends
counting money
play counts
burns
lovers
scars
truths
& un-truths

how would we change? How would we change the world?