but i dropped out...!? for a reason.

"Don't kid yourself my girl, this IS highscool."
-Mr. Os


ugh.

he's allllwayss right.


(tell him i said that & die)

jump!

There are soo many talented people that just lack motivation.
They stay in their fishbowls & stare out at the world around them.

Critique, complain, procrastinate.


I say, just get your hands dirty already...

& JUMP!

missquotes...

so i replied...

"i love you too, sometimes."

the real question is this: was that my moment of honesty?

uh oh.


WOAH... i need to delete this.
im just a person who likes to question myself - especially when im drunk & very much in love.

i think im just used to having love garnished with pain

but this time, there's just lovely cherries!

ps.

that "inspiring guy"...
http://youngfabulousbroke.blogspot.com/2007/12/fuck.html

turned out to be married.

did i mention i love smoking??

but im in LOVE! ... right?

this friday midnight i realized something:
it's entirely possible that I have no clue what love really is.

I just might be one of those people.
Let's call a spade a spade here for a minute - just one minute though...

Love is not a perpetual state of being ESPECIALLY when its supposedly with different people.


maybe i am simply perpetualove perpetuaLIKE.


or... maybe im conforming to the numbness of the concrete around me.



growing up or selling out?


a.